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About me

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What is uncertainty for you? 
At the age of about 15, after a considerable time of rebelling, breaking the rules, skipping school and falling behind my classmates, one of my friends introduced me to Geometry.  Geometry became my thing and it was the doorway that led me into the world of modeling and statistics. I've always enjoyed the mathematics behind it, but as I was going deeper and deeper into it, I discovered that was I actually loved about modeling was what the undercurrent that fuels it: the fragility and vulnerability we all try to contain and adapt to, as human beings. 

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We live in a world that is so uncertain and unpredictable, and our human bodies are so fragile, that our brain had to develop into this incredible calculation machine, full of models and tools, designed to cope with the uncertainty of being alive. As a researcher, I was only following what our brain does, day by day, moment by moment, in order to feel safe. 

 

When Human Design came into my life, I already had almost 20 years of very deep yoga and meditation practice. I've done a major shift walking this path, it completely transformed me. However, my life was still uncomfortable. My body said one thing, my mind said another thing, and I was stuck in the middle, with an extremely bitter taste in my mouth.

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​Then Human Design came in, or more precisely, the language of Human Design came in. It became a tool through which I could describe my world, my relationship and their dynamics, how I felt and why. When I began looking at the world through these lens I discovered that there is a pattern that my mind can follow, and it makes my mind feel safe. And when my mind feels some level of certainty, it can let go of my body, and my body became my compass, a compass to navigating my life.  

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Working with Human Design and the Gene Keys  revealed my own mechanics, wounding patterns, and inauthentic behaviors. I could see, in a very powerful way, the compulsive and unhealthy patterns that not only caused havoc in my life  but also took me away from what being myself actually meant. And this is one of the biggest gifts I've ever received, and I am very happy to share this path with whoever feels drawn to it. 

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The way I see it, if there is one journey worth living, it is the journey of becoming ourselves. Not the best, not the most, just ourselves. It may sound ordinary, but it is the most magical journey that life can offer us. There is nothing more radical than being an authentic being in a homogenized world that is designed to stuff us into small boxes of existence. Will you join me on this ride?

"You can't 'become' who you already are, you can only remove what you are not"
          - Richard Rudd

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